10th October 2010

Doug spoke to me on the auspicious date 10.10.10. The Perfect 10. Let's get married?

My reaction: PUZZLE..... LONG PAUSE. Ok maybe we should!

After a few days, he spoke to me on purchasing a house. We rounded the housing areas that we want and discuss - We can't come to an agreement which want to buy and where to live to start our next level.

And one night he spoke to me on the wedding stuff. How many ppl are we inviting and the way he wants it and the way I wants it is so different even though we the fact we are having it together.

Cold sweat... Nightmare dream, tossing here and there sleepness night....

Next morning, I woke up and told him. NO. I don't want to get marry on 10.10.10.

His reaction: OK

I am damn so freaking relieve.... Zooming down the question. What happen and why do I react in this manner?