10th October 2010

Doug spoke to me on the auspicious date 10.10.10. The Perfect 10. Let's get married?

My reaction: PUZZLE..... LONG PAUSE. Ok maybe we should!

After a few days, he spoke to me on purchasing a house. We rounded the housing areas that we want and discuss - We can't come to an agreement which want to buy and where to live to start our next level.

And one night he spoke to me on the wedding stuff. How many ppl are we inviting and the way he wants it and the way I wants it is so different even though we the fact we are having it together.

Cold sweat... Nightmare dream, tossing here and there sleepness night....

Next morning, I woke up and told him. NO. I don't want to get marry on 10.10.10.

His reaction: OK

I am damn so freaking relieve.... Zooming down the question. What happen and why do I react in this manner?

Spot check

Is the month of March. A little review what I've done.
New Year resolution 2009
  1. FD RM3K per month. Yes in track till March I am totally broke and think of it ... I should dump the money into blue chips stock for long term investment (10 years) so I will be able to cash out/ liquid it on my 37th birthday...
  2. Grooming successor... kind of in track. Instead of grooming one I selected two hoping both can help out each other. And I felt I am drifting further away from them and my immediate superior. The best yet to COME...
  3. Bought a new baby with Doug. Grand Livina 1.8 Gold in colour. Date of Birth 15th March 2009.
  4. Dissertation... hem.. spoke to the supervisor but he has no slot in for me. I have to ended up to select the next available.
April is approaching ... and I am running out of idea to innovate things I have and try new things... HELP....

New Year Resolution 2009

This year my focus will be a bit dramatic. I laugh at my self whether can i make it... hahahaha hem should list it then reveiw by end of the year.

1. Save RM3,000 a month into FD (i never trust FD as the returns too low)

2. Study smart for my Master and start dissertation of 20,000 words

3. To groom my successor for the section

4. Find the true passion for my own interest... i always change and attracted to new things hmmpph..

Four resolutions for yr 2009... ENOUGH to be continue next year. hahah