Doug spoke to me on the auspicious date 10.10.10. The Perfect 10. Let's get married?
My reaction: PUZZLE..... LONG PAUSE. Ok maybe we should!
After a few days, he spoke to me on purchasing a house. We rounded the housing areas that we want and discuss - We can't come to an agreement which want to buy and where to live to start our next level.
And one night he spoke to me on the wedding stuff. How many ppl are we inviting and the way he wants it and the way I wants it is so different even though we the fact we are having it together.
Cold sweat... Nightmare dream, tossing here and there sleepness night....
Next morning, I woke up and told him. NO. I don't want to get marry on 10.10.10.
His reaction: OK
I am damn so freaking relieve.... Zooming down the question. What happen and why do I react in this manner?
Spot check
Is the month of March. A little review what I've done.
New Year resolution 2009
New Year resolution 2009
- FD RM3K per month. Yes in track till March I am totally broke and think of it ... I should dump the money into blue chips stock for long term investment (10 years) so I will be able to cash out/ liquid it on my 37th birthday...
- Grooming successor... kind of in track. Instead of grooming one I selected two hoping both can help out each other. And I felt I am drifting further away from them and my immediate superior. The best yet to COME...
- Bought a new baby with Doug. Grand Livina 1.8 Gold in colour. Date of Birth 15th March 2009.
- Dissertation... hem.. spoke to the supervisor but he has no slot in for me. I have to ended up to select the next available.
New Year Resolution 2009
This year my focus will be a bit dramatic. I laugh at my self whether can i make it... hahahaha hem should list it then reveiw by end of the year.
1. Save RM3,000 a month into FD (i never trust FD as the returns too low)
2. Study smart for my Master and start dissertation of 20,000 words
3. To groom my successor for the section
4. Find the true passion for my own interest... i always change and attracted to new things hmmpph..
Four resolutions for yr 2009... ENOUGH to be continue next year. hahah
1. Save RM3,000 a month into FD (i never trust FD as the returns too low)
2. Study smart for my Master and start dissertation of 20,000 words
3. To groom my successor for the section
4. Find the true passion for my own interest... i always change and attracted to new things hmmpph..
Four resolutions for yr 2009... ENOUGH to be continue next year. hahah
The answer is NO.
Again I come to the junction and see no road ahead. We discussed where are we heading. His answer and mine is totally different. I think too much or he is right about everything.
Knowing myself tooooo well - I am not ready to commit to another level with him. but i do have high expectation towards him. I want him to be happy. but our definition of happiness doesn't seems to jive.
Proposal after proposal... the answer is still NO. why?
Knowing myself tooooo well - I am not ready to commit to another level with him. but i do have high expectation towards him. I want him to be happy. but our definition of happiness doesn't seems to jive.
Proposal after proposal... the answer is still NO. why?
Treat on Holiday
This is an issue... when you are on holiday and your partner is busier than you... you go SHOPPING.
Clause 1: You will never buy anything except food when you are hungry, drinks when you are thirsty
Clause 2: Window shopping always applicable
End up:
Spotted Item 1 - TOUS handbag
(Pass)
Spotted Item 2 - Burberry Fragance (The Beat)
(Pass)
Spotted Item 3 - Soda Mini Skirt
Can't resist.... Arrgghhhh
For the price of RM99 - 50% discount. It ended up in my wardrobe now Haha...
Just another excuse for spending money buying unnecessary!!!
Oh I just LOVE, LOVE, LOVE shopping.
Pssttt.... wore it on the 1st day and my dear's reaction.
When did you purchase it? How come I have never seen it before? *Wink**Wink* :p
Clause 1: You will never buy anything except food when you are hungry, drinks when you are thirsty
Clause 2: Window shopping always applicable
End up:
Spotted Item 1 - TOUS handbag
(Pass)
Spotted Item 2 - Burberry Fragance (The Beat)
(Pass)
Spotted Item 3 - Soda Mini SkirtCan't resist.... Arrgghhhh
For the price of RM99 - 50% discount. It ended up in my wardrobe now Haha...
Just another excuse for spending money buying unnecessary!!!
Oh I just LOVE, LOVE, LOVE shopping.
Pssttt.... wore it on the 1st day and my dear's reaction.
When did you purchase it? How come I have never seen it before? *Wink**Wink* :p
The News
Finally...
He is promoted officially my superior once again. Mixed feeling... but once I knew the news the first thing came to my mind... RESIGN.
Sigh... I think I really unhappy working with him. Oh well did I try hard enough to evaluate why?...
ANSWER: LEADERSHIP
The most important thing I am looking upon in the working environment
He is promoted officially my superior once again. Mixed feeling... but once I knew the news the first thing came to my mind... RESIGN.
Sigh... I think I really unhappy working with him. Oh well did I try hard enough to evaluate why?...
ANSWER: LEADERSHIP
The most important thing I am looking upon in the working environment
Touring Southern States
It has been a long time that I did not travel to southern states in Malaysia. Because of work I traveled down to Johor Bahru, Kluang, Batu Pahat, Melaka and Seremban. I only manage to pass by Muar. All destination in two days. Lucky that I am travel with a bunch of easy going colleague - stress free haha...
Exam finished. Now preparing for next semester. My good friend Christ is getting hitch this month September 28th. All the best wishes to her.
As for work, I am working on improving the positive energy in the team which i found lacking in terms of spirits, attitude and ethics. PHeeeewwww a lot of communication to be fix. I felt that more people talk bad about thier own team. And the virus spreading from one to another. I just don't get it - why would you do that? It is your own team! You are the one who work with them at least 8 hours a day. Yet you are the one who tell them the team is going down:( , hopeless, not worthy... to me are you a team player? Obviously not in the eyes of me and other people.
I dare not say that I am a good team player because obviously I am always against and disrespect my direct superior most of the time and worst of all this is the major issue I am facing since I am reporting to him. I will not give up but yet to try harder to communicate to him on the work issue. Until that I lost faith and give up hope on it. Leaders??? Nah... definately not him.
Exam finished. Now preparing for next semester. My good friend Christ is getting hitch this month September 28th. All the best wishes to her.
As for work, I am working on improving the positive energy in the team which i found lacking in terms of spirits, attitude and ethics. PHeeeewwww a lot of communication to be fix. I felt that more people talk bad about thier own team. And the virus spreading from one to another. I just don't get it - why would you do that? It is your own team! You are the one who work with them at least 8 hours a day. Yet you are the one who tell them the team is going down:( , hopeless, not worthy... to me are you a team player? Obviously not in the eyes of me and other people.
I dare not say that I am a good team player because obviously I am always against and disrespect my direct superior most of the time and worst of all this is the major issue I am facing since I am reporting to him. I will not give up but yet to try harder to communicate to him on the work issue. Until that I lost faith and give up hope on it. Leaders??? Nah... definately not him.
The mark of 08 08 08
Think of it - 06 06 06, 07 07 07 and now 08 08 08... girl friends called up wishes everybody world peace! Impressive - extravaganza Beijing 2008 Olympic opening ceremony held in the "Bird Nest" just finished a few minutes ago. The week of sports just started and my work is piling up.
I am facing a huge drawback refraining to talk to my "superior" lately. I am losing my patient hearing nonsense with him. Of course I learn how to be selected listening. Eeewwww... it makes me sick!
My good friend is to wed in September. Wishing her all the best and blissful years ahead. Hem... time to think of what to wear. Although it does not make any difference but still have to look presentable.
I am facing a huge drawback refraining to talk to my "superior" lately. I am losing my patient hearing nonsense with him. Of course I learn how to be selected listening. Eeewwww... it makes me sick!
My good friend is to wed in September. Wishing her all the best and blissful years ahead. Hem... time to think of what to wear. Although it does not make any difference but still have to look presentable.
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